The Cold

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The cold is in my body, the walls are up, nobody is there. So far from my heart, the words will never be heard. It’s cold in my body, still I my thoughts always bring back. Somewhere in a other universes, I’m warm inside, I don’t need my thoughts to bring me back to me. It’s cold in my body, darkness is around the corner, how do I keep my light. The dark clouds have covered the diamond I was carrying, I was given a light, but the cold is so strong. I was given a feeling, a diamond glow, warm and shiny but walls were in the way. How do I turn away from the diamond that’s been given? When in the cold I find the universe of me. I’m not a warrior who controls her unknown feelings, waving like a restless water way, bind to the banks. In the cold I stand, knowing waiting has no meaning, just standing and wondering. It’s cold in my body, troubled is my heart, wondering is my mind, laughing is my soul. Will I find patients with myself.

December 2018 ©Elke T.B. Stevens.


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