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  • What A Year.

    The year began as though I were thrown into the heart of a mythic storm. Like a ship tossed in a wild, unknowable sea, I drifted rudderless, battered, and worn, feeling I could sink at any time. The winds howled fears that gnawed at my sanity as the waves crashed with the weight of loss.…

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  • Six Years of Grieve

    It has been six years now, Mama. Five years since the day life shifted, since the moment you slipped away so suddenly, leaving behind a silence that felt impossibly vast. The pain of losing you was sharp and unbearable at first, like walking through a storm without shelter. But as the years have passed, I’ve…

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  • A Heart Stumbles

    Two months now, I’ve been back on these windswept Orkney Islands, with hail clattering against the windows and snow whispering its icy secrets into the night. The days have been long and strange, filled with waiting. I’m still somewhat camping, a nomad between hearths, as I anticipate the day I’ll receive the keys to my…

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  • To Love, Others and Myself.

    It’s an odd world. We are odd beings, capable of such incredible things. Yet, as we are able to forgive others and love others unconditionally, we struggle to love and forgive ourselves. There’s an odd magic in this world. The way beauty hides in plain sight, like a secret waiting for the right eyes to…

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  • Awakening The Druid

    As if faith itself has been orchestrating it all along, the paths converge, and you find yourself standing among those who share an unspoken understanding, as if by some cosmic design. The faces around you bear that quiet, knowing look, eyes as deep as the sea, hands reaching as if they could draw the ocean…

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  • It’s been six weeks now that I’m back on the Orkney Islands, and I feel the troubled waters of settling in all over again. I’ve had some wins but also a few losses that ripple quietly as if the peace I brought with me was only a tentative guest slipping away too soon. I tell myself…

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  • My Fairy Sweetheart.

    It’s funny since I’ve returned; you’ve crossed my path a few times, and every time, it feels like a size-magic shock runs through me. Like there’s something more at play, something otherworldly. The silence between us, it silences new experiences we could share as if fate itself is holding its breath, waiting for a word…

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  • It’s Been Two Weeks

    It’s been two weeks since I found myself back on the Orkney Islands and the land, in its quiet, untamed way, has begun to speak to me again. The winds, the waves, they seem to carry insight into the journey I’ve been on, not just across seas, but through the inner wilds of my own mind. Coming…

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  • Looking Back

    Just a few days ago, I set foot again on the Orkney Islands, and this time, something feels different. There’s a lightness in simply going with the flow, a new rhythm that I’ve come to trust as I learn to live with this new version of myself, the one who smiles again, who dances quietly…

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  • Journey To Return

    I left Orkney at the end of July. My heart was heavy, weighed down by the land and the ties I’d made. Yet, as if the island itself was reluctant to release me, something strange happened. As I stood at the ferry terminal, something weird happened my booking, without warning, was cancelled and rebooked for…

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